Happy New Year...

yup,

it's new year now...

2010...

went to Station 1 cafe...

to celebrate...

lots of preparation there...

popping balloons, spraying snowflakes,spraying ribbons....

that is so fun!!

drinking beers...(not me...)

hearing the fireworks...

watching the fireworks...

yup...a nice...

not very crowded...

warm...

New Year...

<33

My busy hols

another video translate by me...*proud*

this one is really funny to all those who knows cantonese...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWhUm1wmyj0&feature=sub

my first fanfic...

on http://www.fanfiction.net/

well..it receives a lot of reviews and favourites..

i am sooo...happy....

thinking about making a sequel to it...since a lot of ppl loves it...

wont post the link here...

you'll just have to search there...

haha...

Flooded again....dang!

Ya, that's right...

my house flooded again...

and this time it's more terrible than 1 month ago...

it is like 7 or 8 years ago...

our housing estate flooded back then..

yup, the whole house...

this time...

gosh...

luckily we had that experience...

and we've been carrying all those things to higher places...

now...

at the moment...

i am really sore...

coz we've been working for 2 hours to clean the house...

and the water that flooded...

yup, it's smelly...

the smell of ammonia...

yikes...

that water is totally dirty...

aiks~

Nervous er...

me...

so nervous...

of 3/1/10 's Undang Examinations...

shit...

y m i so nervous??

i shouldnt be nervous..

coz my frens all can do it why cant i....

but i m still that nervous....damned...

anyone??

help me to get over my nervousness??

PLEASEEE??!!

M3RRy Xm@z

We wish u a Merry Xmas

We wish u a Merry Xmas

We wish u a Merry Xmas

N a Happy New Year!!XD

JIngle BeLLs ,JIngle BeLLs

JIngle aLL the WaY~

Proud!

Yeah!

The video i translate is OUT!!

part 1:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oy-1J93aT8k&feature=sub

part 2:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYjd75JKjTg

part 3:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8e6ov_xYY0&feature=sub

part 4:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQtIR5y5QE0&feature=sub

part 5:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeSpB1XcWRg

翻译工作

嗯。。。

从哪里说起好呢？？

上个礼拜

突然发现有一个video的字幕不对

就写了一封Email 给upload 的人

结果，第二天

她发Email回来

与我谈天

原来她是马来西亚人

而且还与我有少许的共同喜好

由于他不会华文（应该是友族吧！）

所以他想拜托我

让我翻译华文成英文

今天

突然收到她的email

让我翻译几个video

心想帮她

结果一做

就做了一整天

虽然只翻译完了3个

但是我蛮高兴的

因为我从翻译中认识了许多单词

通过电脑学习华语翻译成英语

除此之外

我也找到一个网站专门教人学韩语

学了10个不同的vowels

a ya eo yeo i o yo u yu eu

明天我会学consonants

期待~ing

XD

为我的翻译事业加油吧！

p/s:那是义务的啦，至少我想在假期里精通各种语言

对了，冬至到了

冬至快乐！

煮汤圆小tips：除了放pandan 叶， 其实汤圆也可以放龙眼哦！味道更好XD

p/s:今天的汤圆是我搓的哦 ！

洋葱~

世上的洋葱啊

你又让我流泪了！

T_T

每次切洋葱

都会让我感动的流泪

lol

其实是被熏到流泪的

kaka

随便啦。。

都一样XD

漫无目的

考完试了

原本所要做的事

都忘得一干二净了

现在的我

没有目标

没有目的

考试前

一切的目标是在将考试考好

日期，星期

天天我都记得

而现在

每一天都在想

我今天除了上网

还能做什么？

有时会问，今天星期几了

但是，自己都答不出

是不是每个人

考完试了

都会这样呢？

还是只有我一个？

恶心~

好久没去Legend Hotel吃自助餐了

今晚，又去吃了

但是，这次让我觉得恶心

可怜啊~

吃了第一round

我就不是很想吃了

休息了1个小时多

我又来2nd round

这一次，那个自助餐的fragrant

让我闻得好恶心

结果，冲去厕所

将吃的东西呕了出来

T_T

呕的还真是恶心

从口及鼻子出来

恶心死了

好不舒服

第一次吃自助餐吃得这么辛苦

haizzz...

我的“老”前辈

文慧，

他是我的老前辈

当我第一次进到这学会时

她是我的组的执委

是个笑容可掬的人

回想起，

一年前，

成果展的时候

学会的现任，前任，前前前任主席

前前前任主席——文慧

今天，看见她留了一个留言给我

问问我的状况

让我不禁觉得，

现代与几年前相比，

差别远了

什么差别，

不想说了~

p/s:今天，感觉好高兴哦！认识了好多大哥哥大姐姐~

我可以很负责任，也可以很不负责任

I can be really responsible, but also really irresponsible.

what can i say?

if i am truly in love of that stuff,

i can be really resposible of it...

and i can sacrifice everything for it...

i remembered once,

i got gastrik because of the thing i like the most...

i cried almoz 7 hours because of the thing i like the most...

i got irresponsible...

to the stuff that once started to dislike them

well...just like the very moment i really give up on that particular thing...

i will hate everything that has just a tiny little bit relationship

i remembered someone saying that

“i know it now, even you give out a lot,

you wont get the thing you suppose to get."

i disagree with that..

it wasnt that how much you give out for people...

it is how much that you are willing to give out...

not by force, but by heart...

maybe you think that you did it by heart

but maybe others think that you did it on purpose

to catch others heart...

"Don't ask how much others shall give you,

but ask how much you are willing to give others."

Describing zanessa with A~Z

ADORABLE

BEAUTIFUL

CUTE

DESTINY

ENCHANTING

FLASHY

GIFTED

HEART-WARMING

INSEPARABLE

JAZZY

KEEPER

LOVING
MASTERPIECE

NIGHTINGALE

OFFICIAL

PASSIONATE

QUALIFY

RELATIONSHIP

SIMPLE

TEMPT

ULITMATE

VALUEABLE

WORTHY

XX

YUMMY

ZEALOUS

Make me pissed again!! damn YOU!!!

又再次看到不想看到的东西

心里如刀割

原来，这就是原本的你

我自认为

那一切，不应该出现在那里

难道，你是故意放在那里给我看的吗？

即使是那样

我也没办法

我只是在以牙还牙

你可能说我小心眼、妒忌

但是，只有我自己知道自己的事

从来，我们都不麻烦他人

但是这次却发生了

我很想问原本的效率在哪里了？

公开骂人，

你让我很失望

想发泄，找别的地方

不要在公共场合发飙！

就让这一切结束吧！

不想再有任何牵连

不想再有任何的关系

将一切的记忆搜藏在我的记忆盒里

然后将它埋到地底

不要一而再再而三的

将我的心肺掏出来

认输遭灾几个月前我已经认了

所以，不要再捉住我不放

我是认真的!!

Happy Birthday!!

TO: Baby V, SzeShuen, SzeKae, LiYue, SherMin, SherLy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

May wish come true!

再见了~

今天，突然发现那个部落格更新了

好久没更新的部落格突然更新了

但是，却失去了以往的那个味道

我很不赞同

但是，我没权利再过问

任性的我，始终没办法将我心底的话说出来

我知道我没有权利再去过问

你也没权利再管我

再见面，尴尬越多

一部分离开的原因

就是你们

剥夺了我一切的权利

然后告诉我随时欢迎我

我不屑

我不要你们的同情

我只想让你们知道

没有你们，我还可以有我的一片天

当初你的贪婪

当初我的退让

使你不费吹灰之力就把我打垮

射人先射马，擒贼先擒王

你成功了！！

恭喜

我无话可说

但是姜是老的辣

你最终还是来求我了

我还是一而再再而三的推卸

因为我没办法当那件事没发生过

我只能说，认识你我很高兴

但是，认识你，我也很痛苦

没办法，社会就是那么现实

没得我说不公平

算了~

Love Like This...<33

Love like This…

Hyung Joon:
Hey Girl, ijen neoreul boyeojwo naege

geuman neoui mameul

Won’t you, my girl (my girl)

Jung Min:

hangsang mangseorineun neon jeongmal babo

jeongmal neoneun babo

o~ malhaejwoyo

Kyu Jong:

wae, neon moreuni

neon nal moreuni

neol wonhaneun nae mam modu da gajyeogajwo

Young Saeng:

naege geochim eobsi

tteollim eobsi your love!

Chorus:

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.

So Love, gidarin neoran girl

True love, dagawa neon like this.

One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.

So Love, gidarin neoran girl

True love, dagawa neon like this.

One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Jung Min:

Hey Girl! oneul ttara deo yeppeo boyeo.

nae mamui Key~juin baro neon Girl~

Hyun Joong:
neol tteoollimyeon, naneun neomu tteollyeo

sojunghan neo baro naui Baby Baby

Hyung Joon:

wae, neon moreuni, wae

neon nal moreuni wae

neol wonhaneun nae mam modu da gajyeogajwo.

Young Saeng:
ttan geon pillyo eobseo

ojik wonhaneun geon Your Love!

Chorus:

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.

So Love, gidarin neoran girl

True love, dagawa neon like this.

One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.

So Love, gidarin neoran girl

True love, dagawa neon like this.

One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Jung Min:

I need you,

Hyun Joong:

You need me.

Kyu Jong:

urineun gyeolguk hamkke hal kkeoya

Hyung Joon:

mangseorijima, naman ttarawa

Young Saeng:

ijen~~~yeah~

Chorus:
Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

what's next??

done 3/5 SPM...

den what's next...

on9 everyday??

no way!!
i need to do something...

something that can exceed my power...

something that makes me feel happy when doing it...

i know now...

why i dont wanna continue study...

there are a lot of dilemma for me...

i dont have the confidence in having UEC next year...

even if i sit for the exam the results wont be good....

second, i will feel bored next year without running my society...

especially i will be really bored in the society if i dont help around....

i love helping doing things...different things...

to gain my knowledge...

i dont 100% thinks that knowledge in books say about a person's personality....

studying in schools for knowledges in books are important....

but it doesnt prove you will be successful in your future....

but it will totally help in your future....

my journey next year will be gaining my experience in every way...

i am not really good in books...

i am not that hardworking...

i am not that perfect...

but i want to learn...

i want to exceed myself in every ways...

the next time you see me....

i hope i will show you what i've learnt...

and to be able to choose my own road when i am ready...

and with no regrets to the road that i had not taken....

i want to try my best in every way...

Rain

These days had been raining heavily...

well..

it rains always....

and it's cold...

i love rain....well...sometimes...

sometimes....i really hate it...

especially when i am walking outdoor...

but one thing i am sure is i love it raining when i am asleep...

i love hearing the raindrops hitting the roof....

the pitter pattering sound is so amazing....

for the last time...i hate it...

i hate the time before exams...

especially now...

i am boring myself...

nervous as hell...

trying to relax myself....

trying to study more...

but my head cant take them....

damned i am so nervous....

thinking what if the things i studied didnt come out as expected....

shit...think....positive...

juz relax girl!!!!

PISSED!

3 things makes me piss today....

1.my 2nd sis who just finished UEC today

2.my 3rd sis's teacher

3.fishballs

someone finished her UEC today...

so...she is free now....

but not me....

damned....

since she got back home she was laughing hysterically....

well...NON STOP....

damned....

i am pissed....

secondly....

that stupid elementary teacher....

we were actually going to bring sponge cake to her Children's day tomorrow....

but mum n dad went Australia so cant bring it...

we asked the teacher if we could bring some noodles....

(since my dad bought a box just in case)

but....damned...she say no...

she insists us to bring sponge cake....

how am i going to make the sponge cake appear??

thirdly...FISHBALLS...damned....again...

so instead we decided to bring fishballs....

me and maid went a small store nearby to buy some fishballs....

before i go....i stuffed some ten ringgit notes in my pocket and went out....

after we choosen the fishballs and a pack of salt,

i wanna buy some icecreams as a treat for my sisters

we went to pay the things...

and as i rummage thru my pocket i found 2 10ringgit notes and 4 1ringgit notes....

damned....

i didnt bring enough money....

so i decided to drop the icecreams...

and the cashier needs to reduce the amount paying...

that's where i remembered that i took RM120 for my sis to pay for her books 2 days ago....

and originally i have RM140 but i gave to her...

so i have only 20 something today....

embarassing myself in front of the cashier...

god, i am so pissed....

SS501 (5 people...different style, different background, different personality....but one thing is sure....that their dreams are the same....a star wouldnt be a star if it lost one of its angle....just like them....they would not be SS501 if they lost their member.....<33...>

one "little" big decision

decisions have made....

some of my classmates knows

but not my clubmates....

2 1/2 months more...

i really wanna stay but i cant find any reasons to stay apart of all my friends are here...

i have to move on...

coz there is no point on staying...

i cant live without doing nothing...

i love my life with crazyness...

i love my life with running around...

now it's my time to leave...

believe or not the life next year will be great if i stay...

but i dont know how to persuade myself to think about the life next year staying...

so i'll say goodbye

In the years to come Will you think about these moments that we shared? In the years to co-ome Are you gonna think it over And how we lived each day with no regret Nothing lasts forever though you want it to The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you Sometimes goodbye ‘though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me Though it’s the hardest thing to sayI’ll miss your lo ve in every way So say goodbye Oh don’t you cry‘cause true love never dies In a year from now Maybe there’ll be things We’ll wish we’d never said In a year from no-ow Maybe we’ll see eachother,standing on the same street corner,no regrets Each and every end is alwayswritten in the stars If only I could stop the world I’d make this last Sometimes goodbye‘ though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me Though it’s the hardest thing to say I’ll miss your love in every way So say goodbye but don’t you cry‘cause true love never dies And when you need my arms to run into I’ll come for you Nothing will ever change the way I feel Sometimes goodbye ‘though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me Though it’s the hardest thing to say I’ll miss your love in every way So say goodbye but don’t you cry‘cause true love –never- dies

~By S Club 7

The Wildcats

中国报报导

大浪打翻漁船1失蹤漁夫漂流32小時獲救（馬六甲25日訊）華裔老漁夫結伴出海捕魚卻遭遇沉船意外，老漁夫在海上漂流32小時后，命大獲救，其巫裔同伴則下落不明。
老漁夫在海上漂流兩天一夜后，用盡最后的力氣，逆著浪努力游向一座小島后，虛脫躺在大石上，被參與搜救的漁夫發現時，已呈半昏迷狀態，嚴重脫水，所幸僅受輕傷，送院后已無大礙。
現年59歲的鄭添益，住在甲市哥打拉沙馬那。他于本週二（22日）下午2時許出海，次日凌晨2時許準備回程時，因浪太大打翻漁船而下沉。
由于事發突然，事主與來自瓜拉庇勞的巫裔中年同伴佐哈里皆來不及穿上救生衣，只能各別抱著木板及油桶，在海上載浮載沉。
僅受輕傷
事主出海時是與其他近10艘漁船友人一起從魯容河口出發，到五嶼島附近捕魚，回程時眾漁船都一起，唯回到河口，卻不見事主的漁船。
與事主友好的一名顏姓漁夫于早上發現仍不見事主漁船，聯絡事主手機又無法接通，于是到事主住家詢問，事后才確定事主與同伴失蹤才報警。
事主的太太黃秋花（52歲，擂茶小販）說，丈夫的漁夫友人于週三早上即組成搜救隊伍，連同水警在海上搜救，家人則租借一架私人直升機，通過上空搜救，一直到傍晚卻始終沒有結果。
昨早，十多艘漁船分成兩組，各別從瓜拉雙溪峇汝及魯容河口出發搜救，其中一艘來自魯容河口的漁船，于10時30分左右發現事主躺在五嶼島附近的哈尤島（PULAU HANYUT）一塊大石上，呈半昏迷，即時通知水警，將事主送往中央醫院急救。
第二次大難不死
鄭添益說，他在2005年也曾在哈尤島附近遭遇沉船事件，當時他的漁船載了一噸的魚，相信漁船無法負荷，所以下沉。
他說，事發時，他是和一名助手一起出海捕魚，當漁船下沉時，他立即撥電給一名一起出海捕魚的友人求救，當時對方也在附近，大約20分鐘后，對方趕到后馬上將他們救起。
他指出，這次是他第二次大難不死，他感到很慶幸。他說，他和助手在22日遭遇沉船時，他手上拿著一片木板和一條繩子，其助手則拿著一個油桶和白開水桶。
“當他們在海上漂浮時，我叫佐哈里拉緊繩子，以免在海上失散。但他在事發的第二天晚上，體力不支，把手松開。起初我叫他的名字時，他還有回應，但聲音卻越來越微弱，到最后連聲音都沒有聽到了。”
來不及撥電求助
鄭添益說，這次發生沉船事件，他根本來不及撥電話求助。他和佐哈里在準備回程時，船開了約5分鐘，就遇上大浪，其漁船船頭先下沉，不到10分鐘，整艘漁船就下沉。
他指出，他患有血壓高、腳部風濕和肩膀酸痛，事發時，他雖然已全身無力，但一直有一股無形的力量要他生存下去。
“我很會游泳，事發時，我只是一直想游到靠島的地方，我知道如果我不游，就沒有生存的機會，這次能活下來，我也沒想到。”
他說，經歷這次沉船事件后，他暫時還未決定是否會繼續出海捕魚。他這次損失6萬令吉，分別是漁船4萬令吉和魚網2萬令吉。
他也感激拿督黃炳火和一群漁夫，在他出事時給予協助，讓他能及時獲救。
海上漂流看到髒東西
鄭添益與佐哈里在海上漂流時，一直看到“骯髒”東西，即使有小島就在附近，他們也不敢游過去。
黃秋花說，其丈夫獲救后告訴她，在海上漂流時，“骯髒”東西一直纏著他們，不只他看到，佐哈里也看到了。
“其實他們附近就有一座小島，但因為島上有那些‘骯髒’東西，他們都不敢游近，只能游到另一座較遠的小島。”
但是，當“骯髒”東西出現時，他們的眼睛就像被矇上一層東西，附近的小島都變不見了，鄭添益只得大喊要這些“骯髒”東西放過他，奇怪的是，每當他大喊后，一切景物也變得正常。
無論如何，他兩人想游上岸，卻屢遭海浪衝走，直到週四清晨，與佐哈里失散的鄭添益用盡最后的力氣，成功靠岸，救了他一命。
“如果那次他無法靠岸，相信就沒命了。這次得救，每個人都說他命大。也因為之前的經歷，我丈夫想再過兩天，到海邊拜祭這些‘好兄弟’。”
妻求得上上籤
黃秋花為丈夫到甲市古剎青雲亭求得上上籤后，回家不及10分鐘，就接獲丈夫獲救的消息。
搜救工作進行了一天一夜，始終毫無進展，黃秋花原已做了最懷的打算，在六神無主下，她在週四（24日）早上，在姑姑的陪同下，到青雲亭求菩薩保佑，其姑姑也替她求籤，竟抽得上上籤。
籤上說：蛟龍來作浪，得遇神先救，龐氏真孝心，桃水龍江邊。且去長江無大事，命逢遇貴喜萬千，只恐前途有變遷，勸君做事可宜仙。
解籤的人告訴黃秋花，籤上說事主遭遇風浪，但最后得貴人相助，是上上籤，叫她不必擔心並耐心等待。
雖求得上上籤，但黃秋花心裡還是不敢抱持希望，返家后不到10分鐘，卻接獲尋獲丈夫的漁夫來電，當她聽到丈夫以微弱的聲音告訴她：“沒事了，不必擔心。”她即時放下心頭大石。
“求籤時我答應菩薩全家吃素3天，丈夫進院這幾天，我也確保他只吃素，報答菩薩的護佑。”

罗宾逊游记~

2009年9月22日，大舅与一个马来人出海抓鱼

这一去，就没有再回来

当天晚上，大舅的好朋友找大舅母

说大舅没有像往常一样去买鱼

也没有像往常一样去和朋友喝茶

他一直没回来，大舅母报警了

警方却迟迟不肯派直升机寻找

三舅出钱找了直升机来寻找大舅

找寻了一天（9月23日），始终没发现大舅的船的踪影

拥有船只的亲戚都下海寻找大舅

三舅也从中国冲忙的回国

我们这些没办法下海帮忙

通过email 、facebook 、sms 、twitter 和 messenger

发放消息，寻找一艘紫色的船，船号是MKF3871

甚至在英国的表哥也帮忙发放消息寻找大舅

但是始终没有消息

寻找了一天后，三舅告诉家人要有心理准备

大家当晚都无法入眠

想到大舅，担心他发生了什么事

担心他的安危

2009年9月24日，我头很痛

一方面是整晚都没睡好，担心大舅

连朋友也说我的眼睛少了往常的闪亮

直升机继续地寻找

五舅在直升机上感觉冷想上厕所

他们降落，决定改变政策

寻找小岛

四舅和五舅在一个岛上发现了大舅

时间是12点多

当时，收到了妈妈简讯

我在学校食堂跳了起来XD

发现大舅时，他已经是奄奄一息状态

他们送他到医院检查

他睡了很久

醒来后，非常口渴因为喝太多海水

大舅说，当他发现他的船即将要沉入海时，他与马来人一人绑一个plastic桶

他也丢了一块木板给那个马来人

他的plastic桶一度进水

他便爬上一块木板耗尽他的力量将水倒掉

当他与那个马来人在海上漂浮时，他们看见那架直升机

但是，不管他们怎么喊，直升机都没有发现他们

不知什么时候，他与马来人失散了

他被海浪冲到麻坡

在麻坡，他看见一座灯塔

他尝试游到灯塔

但是每次他都被冲回原本的地方

尝试了4次后，他放弃了

他游到了一个小岛

但是他却在小岛见鬼了

他便离开小岛

游了12kilometers到了另一个小岛

当时已经是2009 年9月24日早上10时多

他在那岛上不久，就被发现了

但是，那个马来人却没被找到

“大舅，你真的很勇敢，很坚持，很有毅力，您50多60岁的一个人，竟然能在海上与死神搏斗了30个小时，说真的，真不容易。换作是我，我可能没办法撑到最后，可能没办法保持冷静，可能没办法像您一样游了这么多个小时。大舅我敬佩您！”

不知是不是母子之间有着什么心电感应，大舅沉船的那晚，外婆突然向四舅提起大舅曾掉入水井以及有一次大舅的船曾经被雷劈使大舅掉入海里，可能这就是所谓的心电感应吧！



Vietnam with my cousins n sisters

juz me rambling

dunno since when my aunt and grandma shift to the new house to live...
i dunno what happened and i know i shouldnt make comments bout it....
but something i saw just now making me think a lot...
why are they falling apart...
the new house....well it's a road away from the old house...
well it's quite near...
coz you will juz have to walk almoz 20 steps and you will be at the new house...
but it seems to me it is far away....
a family bonding is really far away...
it's pain for me seeing the rooms in the old house is empty and there is grandma living in the new house....
not really all alone but quite lonely...
the only thing that entertaining will be the radio...(well it's when during the weekdays)
sometimes, during weekends...sons and daughters or even grandsons and daughters went back...
i thought this family is the bestest family i've ever have...
having it tore apart is really sad....
i used to ignore it until these few days my stay at grandma's...
it's a bit hollow without grandma in the old house....
there's something missing in the house....
the main purpose we went back to grandma's house
today...i walked into the new house....
it's dark...and it's look like a haunted house...
i walk in, just to take a message to my grandma from my aunt that my aunt will be back soon...
but that feeling....
well...i dunno...
grandma looks really lonely although she didnt show them...
but i feel it...
i wouldnt say who's right or wrong coz i am one of them who doesnt really go and sit beside grandma and talk to her...
lately i've been thinking....
a few years ago....
before the new house was built....
every chinese new year....
we always need to come back early so that we could save a room for our stay at grandma's...
as for those teenagers...well....they just have to cuddle in the family room sleeping on mattresses...
after the new house was built....
every family got their own room...
and the people who slept in family room decrease....
well....the point is i still couldnt cope up with the changes....
not going to bash bout the new house....
coz it is really high class...
whatever it is...
gosh....lost of words...
damned....

(hmm...he probably kill me....when seeing me upload it....anyway the white dress he's wearing...it's mine...lol....enjoy!! god...i am so dead~)

Sometime you must let it go

no running between the classroom and teacher's office during recess....

no working on those reports for approval....

no permits for leaving the classroom...

that's my life after the retirement...

sitting in my classroom....

finishing my work...

reading those crazy notes...

yup...my life is really slow pace now....

unlike a few months ago....

those months it is a bit hetic...

but the life now....

makes me misses my life a few months ago...

i used to help doing all sorts of things since i was in form 1

so...now...as a form 5 student...

it had already become a habit to me....

although the life back then is really crazy...

but i love that life...

i love organising events...

i love helping out to make the event work...

this doesnt means i hate my life now...

but....i just find myself losing it day by day...

i love my life now....

which i can sit at the canteen with my friends laughing about silly jokes...

when i have a lot of different kinds of friends....

when i can go anywhere and focusing in my studies....

hmm....i love both life....

but you cant have both lives all together....

you have to quit one to fulfil your other wish....

i need to choose my road....

just like what we've read in literature....

'The Road Not Taken'

when we came to a crossroad....

we need to choose which to go...

you need to leave behind one to go for another...

and that's is a decision you need to make yourself....

not by anyone...

i am standing at the crossroad now....

not knowing which path to take...

which path could brings me to what i want...

2 months more for me to make a decision...

2 months till the clock strikes 12...

when Cinderella's dreams comes to an end...

to a world that no one knows the future will lead us to....

New Era Counselling Camp during 30/5/09-31/5/09

(Me and my group mates...though i cant remember all of their names....but they makes me touched....we dont really remember each others name coz it is only 2 days camp and we dont have the time to chat easily coz everyone is shy....but one thing i am very sure is that they use their hearts to make friends with you....they knows you better that yourself....mebe coz everyone is a part of counselling....thanks New Era...DIGI, dont forget our 2 days friendship....the day when i know all of you gives your heart to everyone to hear out....and makes me broke down twice knowing that the 2 days of the camp is the last two days i spend with my friend...i will always remember DIGI!!! )

If We Were A Movie....

hmmm...

if we were a movie....

there will be so much drama and things happen around....

we have exam one week ago...

one of my classmates faint outside our classroom a few days ago....

one of my classmates uncle passed away one day ogo....

everything happens....

and life wasnt always like we've imagine...

everyone will have some low periods or even high periods...

we juz need to go thru...

no matter how it goes....

it will not be the thing that we should be control....

hmm....

juz ignore my post for today....

not in a very cherish mood or a very bad mood today....

A song I reccomended~

Four years commitment

~Four years commitment~
Sept,1 2005~ Sept 1, 2009
"Seconds, Minutes, Hours, Years, Centuries...I know you will always be by my side"
The commitment that engraves "Kuuipo"

From the first time I've ever landed eyes on you, i knew you are the one.

A:Audi 6BGD002 & 6FUL354

B:basketball Lakers!! woot!

C:concert, Kings Of Leon!!

D:Dead Roses, band!!

E: Emmy Awards

F:??

G:gestures

H: HSM ++ Hawaii obviously

I:in love

J:just for you

K:Kuuipo...means SWEETHEART

L:LIVE IN LOVE bracelet

M:Mine's GOLD, your's SILVER

N:Never leave me alone even when i am in the darkest side of the world

O:Oscars

P:Porsche 6ERZ656 ++ plaid

Q:??

R:Rehersals

S:Say OK, music video

T:??

U:??

V:A part of Zanessa

W:he wrote a song for her

X:??

Y:you are the one

Z:A part of Zanessa

credits to zv778

不懂装懂

不要不懂装懂好吗？

你知不知道那12个数字的意思？

你不懂，因为我知道你不懂

不要把它当做你懂的事情一样

因为那对我来说是件很重要的事情

我当你是个很好的朋友

但是为什么你却一直做让人厌恶的东西

那12个数字对我来说有特别意义

不知道就不要乱乱拿来用

因为我知道你不知道

181087 141288

对，这12个数字对我来说有特别的意义

因为他们是改变我的钥匙

但这事只有我知道

聆听

看着那个部落格

心里想

原来，我们在一个班上已经1 1/2年

但是，对彼此的了解就相对陌生人一样

大家的误会和意见很多

我试着学习聆听

聆听班上同学们的心声

我不是班长

不过，我是班上的一分子

所以我有责任维持这一班

不管你在班上作弊

不管你的功课是抄别人的

不管你上课听不听课

我们始终是班上的一份子

与其互相说别人的不对

不如一起做好一件事

争执只会伤和气

伤了自己也伤了别人

为什么要这样？

人不是十全十美的

有时候，要互相包容

互相了解。。

至少这个是我在学会里学到的一样最重要的东西

聆听，是一门学问

聆听，是人与人沟通的最主要媒介

聆听他人，避免误会

聆听他人，聆听自己，世界更美好~

Sometimes the worst timing is the best timing ever...

the pictures come out again a day before the premiere...

and that's not great..

instead of hiding her own, she appear at the premiere...

to prove the haters wrong that the pictures wont affect her career as much as they done it previously...

she is glowing...

and i am proud of her...

she is amazing...

although her man didnt show up that night but she still rocks the red carpet...

that is really awesome...

Did i do the right thing??

i know i give up...

but did i do the right thing to give it up...

things have been moving downpace....

and i am starting to be worried about it....

not that i give up means i dont care but....

i do really care of it's future...

i've seen things running as normal...

but the passion is not there anymore...

the passion that i felt years ago had vanished....

i wish to find the passion back but it isnt my job now...

i want to tell them the truth that how much i have gone thru...

but that isnt the thing they need....

it's time to move on...

i cant stay at the same pace....

not this time....

i will move on....

and i working on it now....

放下了一切

一切都结束了

放下了一切

将他埋在内心深处

用钥匙把它锁上

将钥匙丢进大海

因为不想再污染它

别了~

一切归零了~

我不后悔

永不后悔！

笼子

受伤的鸟儿

在草丛中挣扎

踢踏的脚步声隐隐传来

鸟儿心中颤抖

这会是谁呢？

脚步声逼近

是位慈祥的老婆婆

老婆婆轻轻抚摸鸟儿的伤势

将鸟儿带回家

在伤口敷了药

将鸟儿关进了铁笼里

爱玩的孙子握着铁笼

探头问鸟儿

“小鸟，你还好吗？”

那双翅膀

那双翅膀已远去

曾经能在天空中翱翔的翅膀

如今被可恶的猎人给夺走

留下那双已被折断的翅膀

翅膀可以寻找

但心灵应该无法弥补

毕竟“一朝被猎枪打，十年怕猎人枪”

是时候到别处去

寻找另一个能生活的地方

找回属于原本的翅膀

找回属于原本的笑容

天上的鸟儿，你们听见了吗？

被猎枪打中了，并不是世界末日

因为，那是生命中的一部分

人生如戏，戏如人生

过去的，就让他过吧！

迎来的，是美好的未来。