Since when did i let my jealousy overtook my heart...
Seeing those pictures...
I am jealous...
really jealous...
because if it wasnt for them..
i would have be the one who stand right there...
i would have be the one who still continue my life there...
now,
i am pointless...
dunno which way i am going...
not going to say who are they...
but...
it's because of them...
i'd rather give up...
coz i love the thing i have been doing...
maybe..
i am running away from my own duties...
maybe..
i am moving away from my post...
but...
i wanna tell that...
never in my life hold that grudge for so long...
it hurts me whenever there are new pictures showing...
new stuffs...
make me thinks that why would i give up so easily...
to them...
and hand out my post so easily...
yup,
i am jealous...
you can say that!
