dunno since when my aunt and grandma shift to the new house to live...
i dunno what happened and i know i shouldnt make comments bout it....
but something i saw just now making me think a lot...
why are they falling apart...
the new house....well it's a road away from the old house...
well it's quite near...
coz you will juz have to walk almoz 20 steps and you will be at the new house...
but it seems to me it is far away....
a family bonding is really far away...
it's pain for me seeing the rooms in the old house is empty and there is grandma living in the new house....
not really all alone but quite lonely...
the only thing that entertaining will be the radio...(well it's when during the weekdays)
sometimes, during weekends...sons and daughters or even grandsons and daughters went back...
i thought this family is the bestest family i've ever have...
having it tore apart is really sad....
i used to ignore it until these few days my stay at grandma's...
it's a bit hollow without grandma in the old house....
there's something missing in the house....
the main purpose we went back to grandma's house
today...i walked into the new house....
it's dark...and it's look like a haunted house...
i walk in, just to take a message to my grandma from my aunt that my aunt will be back soon...
but that feeling....
well...i dunno...
grandma looks really lonely although she didnt show them...
but i feel it...
i wouldnt say who's right or wrong coz i am one of them who doesnt really go and sit beside grandma and talk to her...
lately i've been thinking....
a few years ago....
before the new house was built....
every chinese new year....
we always need to come back early so that we could save a room for our stay at grandma's...
as for those teenagers...well....they just have to cuddle in the family room sleeping on mattresses...
after the new house was built....
every family got their own room...
and the people who slept in family room decrease....
well....the point is i still couldnt cope up with the changes....
not going to bash bout the new house....
coz it is really high class...
whatever it is...
gosh....lost of words...
damned....
i dunno what happened and i know i shouldnt make comments bout it....
but something i saw just now making me think a lot...
why are they falling apart...
the new house....well it's a road away from the old house...
well it's quite near...
coz you will juz have to walk almoz 20 steps and you will be at the new house...
but it seems to me it is far away....
a family bonding is really far away...
it's pain for me seeing the rooms in the old house is empty and there is grandma living in the new house....
not really all alone but quite lonely...
the only thing that entertaining will be the radio...(well it's when during the weekdays)
sometimes, during weekends...sons and daughters or even grandsons and daughters went back...
i thought this family is the bestest family i've ever have...
having it tore apart is really sad....
i used to ignore it until these few days my stay at grandma's...
it's a bit hollow without grandma in the old house....
there's something missing in the house....
the main purpose we went back to grandma's house
today...i walked into the new house....
it's dark...and it's look like a haunted house...
i walk in, just to take a message to my grandma from my aunt that my aunt will be back soon...
but that feeling....
well...i dunno...
grandma looks really lonely although she didnt show them...
but i feel it...
i wouldnt say who's right or wrong coz i am one of them who doesnt really go and sit beside grandma and talk to her...
lately i've been thinking....
a few years ago....
before the new house was built....
every chinese new year....
we always need to come back early so that we could save a room for our stay at grandma's...
as for those teenagers...well....they just have to cuddle in the family room sleeping on mattresses...
after the new house was built....
every family got their own room...
and the people who slept in family room decrease....
well....the point is i still couldnt cope up with the changes....
not going to bash bout the new house....
coz it is really high class...
whatever it is...
gosh....lost of words...
damned....
(hmm...he probably kill me....when seeing me upload it....anyway the white dress he's wearing...it's mine...lol....enjoy!! god...i am so dead~)
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