no running between the classroom and teacher's office during recess....
no working on those reports for approval....
no permits for leaving the classroom...
that's my life after the retirement...
sitting in my classroom....
finishing my work...
reading those crazy notes...
yup...my life is really slow pace now....
unlike a few months ago....
those months it is a bit hetic...
but the life now....
makes me misses my life a few months ago...
i used to help doing all sorts of things since i was in form 1
so...now...as a form 5 student...
it had already become a habit to me....
although the life back then is really crazy...
but i love that life...
i love organising events...
i love helping out to make the event work...
this doesnt means i hate my life now...
but....i just find myself losing it day by day...
i love my life now....
which i can sit at the canteen with my friends laughing about silly jokes...
when i have a lot of different kinds of friends....
when i can go anywhere and focusing in my studies....
hmm....i love both life....
but you cant have both lives all together....
you have to quit one to fulfil your other wish....
i need to choose my road....
just like what we've read in literature....
'The Road Not Taken'
when we came to a crossroad....
we need to choose which to go...
you need to leave behind one to go for another...
and that's is a decision you need to make yourself....
not by anyone...
i am standing at the crossroad now....
not knowing which path to take...
which path could brings me to what i want...
2 months more for me to make a decision...
2 months till the clock strikes 12...
when Cinderella's dreams comes to an end...
to a world that no one knows the future will lead us to....
New Era Counselling Camp during 30/5/09-31/5/09
(Me and my group mates...though i cant remember all of their names....but they makes me touched....we dont really remember each others name coz it is only 2 days camp and we dont have the time to chat easily coz everyone is shy....but one thing i am very sure is that they use their hearts to make friends with you....they knows you better that yourself....mebe coz everyone is a part of counselling....thanks New Era...DIGI, dont forget our 2 days friendship....the day when i know all of you gives your heart to everyone to hear out....and makes me broke down twice knowing that the 2 days of the camp is the last two days i spend with my friend...i will always remember DIGI!!! )
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