i wanna give up

i tried my best...

but i failed and failed...

i wanna be succeed...

but it just dont works for me...

i tried and tried...

but i couldnt succeed it...

i started wanna give up...

but i musnt...

i wanna stand up again..

and challenge it again...

but i dont have the courage to face it again...

since i might failed it again...

and again...

i wanna trust myself to do it perfectly...

but now...

i couldnt...

because i really dont have enough courage...

to face the failure again...

i really wish i could have someone to cry to...

its just of a waste of money and time...

to do it again and again...

without any slight view of success...

i am tired of it...

really really tired...

i wanna succeed it on the third time...

but, can i??