Owh!

gosh...
i swear to myself that i didnt planned to write here today...
coz my emo-ness have vanished this morning..
but throughout the evening..
the feel of uneasiness flow through my veins...
i dont really know how to describe it..
the feel of scare run through my body...
brings a shiver to me...

since young...
i always have this type of bad dream...
especially when i have high fever...
i dont even know how to describe that dream...
i can only just recall that i saw a lot of checkered boxes...
and the next thing i know i was awake because of that dream...
and my whole body drenched with sweat...
which i dont even know what i am afraid of...
i really wanna know what does that dream meant to me....
or it is just me being psychological insecure...

scare...is that the right word?



suddenly addicted to picture editing software...
this is one of the pic i edit today...
so pretty!