I should stop at this very minute

I should stop digging...
because i cant be sure that i wont fall into the deadly trap...
this time...
its been 2 or three years since the last time i've been fall into a trap...
and wasted some time to pull myself back again...
last time..
i found flaws...
but this time...
i didnt...
and this makes me more afraid that i will totally fall into the trap again...
and this time...i will hurt more badly than last time..
because this time...
the relationship is too close...
and this time..
it just used up a few months where last time it almost 6 months...
i should stop..
before i go to a road where i cant u turn...
and probably we wont be that close again if i continue...
i should stop...before the next mistake overpower me...
I SHOULD STOP!!