damn so frustrated right now

2nd sem is getting into my nerves right now...

atm ....i am at the corridor...

boring-ing...

doing nothing...

altho i have a lot of things to do...

but i really cant do on my own...

coz they are groupwork...

i wanna scream out really loudly....

i want to break out from everything...

and i wanna cry out loudly...

can i??

why dont they tell me earlier when they got problems...

instead of telling me last mins??

i want to say i gave up...

but i cant...

coz they are my work too....

my tears wanna flow out right now....

but i couldnt ...

coz i am at public...

unless i want to go to toilet and cry myself out...

and that will probably make the headline....

right???

i wanna call mummy and tell her all my frustrations...

but i couldnt right....

coz she has some problems right now....

i really wanna cry....

yesterday was a fun day...

i throw away everything that i should do...

and enjoyed a day in front of the tv with my family...

i missed the days sitting with my family watching tv....

i missed daddy at home...

i missed days when i talk with my dear sister everyday during the journey back from school...

now i talks to my mum somehow....

but sometimes...

i would like to talk to sis too....

i depends a lot on mum....

and i cant imagine what will i do without her....

oh god....my tears is falling soon...

must quit writing before i cry....

or else it will be super embarassing....!!!!