Since when...

Since when did i let my jealousy overtook my heart...

Seeing those pictures...

I am jealous...

really jealous...

because if it wasnt for them..

i would have be the one who stand right there...

i would have be the one who still continue my life there...

now,

i am pointless...

dunno which way i am going...

not going to say who are they...

but...

it's because of them...

i'd rather give up...

coz i love the thing i have been doing...

maybe..

i am running away from my own duties...

maybe..

i am moving away from my post...

but...

i wanna tell that...

never in my life hold that grudge for so long...

it hurts me whenever there are new pictures showing...

new stuffs...

make me thinks that why would i give up so easily...

to them...

and hand out my post so easily...

yup,

i am jealous...

you can say that!