i wanna give up

i tried my best...

but i failed and failed...

i wanna be succeed...

but it just dont works for me...

i tried and tried...

but i couldnt succeed it...

i started wanna give up...

but i musnt...

i wanna stand up again..

and challenge it again...

but i dont have the courage to face it again...

since i might failed it again...

and again...

i wanna trust myself to do it perfectly...

but now...

i couldnt...

because i really dont have enough courage...

to face the failure again...

i really wish i could have someone to cry to...

its just of a waste of money and time...

to do it again and again...

without any slight view of success...

i am tired of it...

really really tired...

i wanna succeed it on the third time...

but, can i??

frustrated...

sometimes i am frustrated...

especially when doing group project...

i can do it with friends...

but sometimes i hate to do with friends...

because they love to change and change...

i hate it...

coz i dont have all the time...

they change and change...

i hate it...

urgh!!!

college...~sweet

my college life...

the first 3 weeks are the days i would never forget...

coz my classmates are so friendly...

within a few days...

we are chatting like old friends...

and we hold the same responsibility...

i love my classmates very much...

it isnt that i dont love the classmates i am having now...

but the previous ones are better...

Eunice, Nicole, LingWei, Mun, Juynn, Jinnyee, Winnie, Lionel, Aaron, Nicholas, Melissa, Amily, Bryan, Kim You, TwoPart, Manus, Kyan, Nur Nazrina, Atiqah, Kenggi...

they are besties...

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