I can be really responsible, but also really irresponsible.
what can i say?
if i am truly in love of that stuff,
i can be really resposible of it...
and i can sacrifice everything for it...
i remembered once,
i got gastrik because of the thing i like the most...
i cried almoz 7 hours because of the thing i like the most...
i got irresponsible...
to the stuff that once started to dislike them
well...just like the very moment i really give up on that particular thing...
i will hate everything that has just a tiny little bit relationship
i remembered someone saying that
“i know it now, even you give out a lot,
you wont get the thing you suppose to get."
i disagree with that..
it wasnt that how much you give out for people...
it is how much that you are willing to give out...
not by force, but by heart...
maybe you think that you did it by heart
but maybe others think that you did it on purpose
to catch others heart...
"Don't ask how much others shall give you,
but ask how much you are willing to give others."